To my dearest friend,

 

I wish I had been there when life got too hard to handle, I wish my words had driven your pain away, I wish my touch had the power to erase the pain from your soul. For now, and until then I will have you in heart forever, you showed me how to laugh at the inevitable, how to love a prison and embrace the madness. I wish I had been able to show you how to love life too, how to make the most of your madness, how to laugh at life's setbacks. I wish I had been there to hold you tight until everything was better.

I vow to your memory today that I shall never find myself in that place again, that I will enjoy the life you had left to live, I will miss you, I vow to live, to treasure you and your life. I wish I had been able to stop you.

I will forever have you in my heart…