I'm all smiles darling, that is the only way to be. No one will love you otherwise. Show a weakness, cry a single tear, say no, expect more, and then you are just too much. I'm better alone. I have no one, nothing has become clearer lately, When it comes to it, I am the last thought. That is so nice. There is no one on the other side of the phone when I call for help. All my friends are gone. I can feel this delicate construct that is my mind fall apart like a sand castle, I don't know if I want to stop it. Maybe it is time it just dissipates. No one will miss it anyway. Nobody misses me